Bam Margera has spoken for the first time after Ryan Dunn’s death and he revealed that it was as if he knew what was going down at the time early Monday as he almost tore his van apart without exactly knowing why as his co-star’s car crushed to a guardrail early Monday morning.

The Jackass star was in tears as he professed during the interview his love for Dunn whom he called ‘his best friend’.

"I've never lost anybody that I care about," Margera was quoted as saying by the Huffington Post. Margera noted the Huffington Post was in Arizona as Dunn’s car burst into flames after kissing a tree that also killed 30-year-old Zachary Hartwell.

"At 12:30, I just started punching out the windows of the rental van and ripping out the speakers, and I don't even know why. I wasn't mad at anything or anybody, and if it's 12:30 there, that means that it was exactly when he crashed," Margera explained as he traced back his whereabouts at the time of his best friend’s death.

Attesting that Dunn was ‘the happiest person ever’, Margera expressed regrets of his co-stars death.

"He had so much talent," he added, "and he had so many things going for him."

Watch Margera in tears on the video here.